A Celebration of Women Writers

"Tom McInnes" [Thomas Robert Edward McInnes] (1867- ) by John Garvin, (1872-1934)
Garvin, John William, ed. Canadian Poets. Toronto, Canada: McClelland, Goodchild & Stewart, Publishers, 1916. pp. 247-258.

Editor: Mary Mark Ockerbloom

[Page 247]

Tom McInnes

This remarkable collection of verse 'Lonesome Bar and Other Poems' is the result, one must gather, of much living in the realm of thought and imagination, as well as experience of many lands and people. . . . . There is mystery, fluency, a charm and witchery of word which only lacks in great poetical conviction . . . . . But the best poem is 'The Damozel of Doom,' an eerie, dreamlike, passionate piece, suggested by the teaching of old Tao, who believed that there are regions where dead souls may be awakened by desires so strong that they are drawn outward again to Earth, where, through finer desires, they again pass into Paradise. Then 'the peace of a thousand years may be theirs in Limbo'. . . . . The coming of this desire, which shall ultimately free, or banish the soul to ages of 'utter vanishment' is depicted in 'The Damozel of Doom'–a poem worthy of the genius of Poe.KATHERINE HALE, in 'Mail and Empire.'

[Page 248]

THOMAS ROBERT EDWARD McINNES is a son of the late Hon. T R. McInnes, M.D., Senator, and subsequently Lieutenant-Governor of British Columbia. He was born at Dresden, Ontario, Oct. 29th, 1867; was educated at the public and high Schools, and at University College; and graduated in 1889 from the University of Toronto, with the degree of B.A. In December of the latter year, he married Laura, second daughter of Dr. John Hostetter, Toronto; and shortly afterwards registered as a student-at-law. He was called to the Bar, in 1893.

In 1896-7 Mr. McInnes was Secretary of the Behring Sea Claims Commission; and for the balance of the latter year was a member of the Yukon special police and customs force at Skagway. In 1898-1900, he was private secretary to his father, the Lieutenant-Governor; and in 1901, officiated as secretary of the British Columbia Salmon Fisheries Commission. In 1907, Mr. McInnes was specially commissioned by the Dominion Government to investigate 'Anti-Oriental Riots' in British Columbia. and his secret report was forwarded to the Imperial Government and acted upon. Two years later, he was commissioned to make a report on Indian title to land in Canada. In 1910 he drew up the Canadian Immigration Act, the Anti-Opium Act, and the Dominion Northwest Water Power Regulations.

The first book of verse of this brilliant poet, Lonesome Bar and Other Poems, appeared in 1909. His second, In Amber Lands, mostly a reprint of the first book, was issued in 1910. And his third volume, a work of interesting originality, entitled, The Rhymes of a Rounder, was published in 1913.

'Lonesome Bar,' a lengthy poem, is a thrilling description of tragic life in the Klondyke, in the early days of the rush for gold.

Originality, constructive imagination, felicitous fancy, and delightful humour (if sometimes grim), combined with philosophic subtlety, much experience of life, and skilled artistry, are the outstanding qualities of this poet, so little known to Canadian readers, so worthy of their appreciation.

The Collected Poems of Tom McInnes will be issued in 1917.

[Page 249]

The Damozel of Doom

Part II

THAT dream came not again to me,
  Nor any dream at all;
But well I knew, as the days went past,
  There held me fast in thrall
A something of that shrouded thing
  That wrapped me like a pall.

An aura drear that severed me
  From men and the ways of men;
As some great evil I had done
  My friends did shun me then;
I felt accurst, and kept apart,
  And sought them not again.

But O how chill the World did grow!
  And the Sun, as a thing unreal,
Did glare and glare through the vacant day,
  And never a ray I'd feel
To warm my blood, the light fell thin
  And gray as spectral steel.

A pale disease took hold on me,
  And when the night would come
I had no rest, but sleepless lay
  As stark as clay, and numb;
And could not stir till dawn would break
  Nor gasp, for I was dumb.

And yet were times all faintly tinged
  With a glimmering ecstasy;
Moments that lingered in their flight,
  Trailing a light to me
Elusive and wan as the phosphor foam
  That floats on the midnight sea.

And out of my stricken body then
  My soul would seem to creep,
And over a sheer unfathomed brink
  Of silence sink asleep,

[Page 250]

Beyond the shadow and sound of dreams,
  And deeper than Earth is deep.

Yet ever from those slumber spells,
  That seemed like years, I'd start
Sudden awake, bewildered by
  A presence nigh my heart,
As if a soul had stirred in me
  That of me was no part.

And so three seasons passed away,
  And the early summer came;
And still that weird fantasy
  Enshrouded me the same;
But now it seemed as luminous
  With some alchemic flame.

At length in a garden wide and old,
  A garden all my own,
One afternoon I lay at ease
  Under the trees alone,
While the fragrant day fell off in the West
  Like a Titan rose o'erblown.

And lying there I dreamed once more,
  And it seemed that a scarlet bird
Flew out of my heart with a joyous cry,
  To the topmost sky, and I heard
Her song come echoing down to me,
  Yearning word on word:

    'Slow–slow!
  O moments–O ages slow!
  But love shall be my own again–
    Be it moments or ages slow!'

Illumined

I WOKE in the Land of Night,
  With a dream of Day at my heart;
Its golden outlines vanished,
  But its charm would not depart;

[Page 251]

Like music still remaining,
  But its meaning–no man can say
In the Land of Night where they know not
  Of Day, nor the things of Day.

I dwelt in the chiefest city
  Of all the Land of Night;
Where the fires burn ever brighter
  That give the people light;
Where the sky above is darkened,
  And never a star is seen,
And they think it but children's fancy
  That ever a star hath been.

But out from that city early
  I fled by a doubtful way;
And faltering oft and lonely
  I sought my dream of Day;
Till I came at last to a Mountain
  That rose exceeding high,
And I thought I saw on its summit
  A glint as of dawn from the sky.

'Twas midway on that Mountain
  That I found an altar-stone,
Deep-cut with runes forgotten,
  And symbols little known;
And scarce could I read the meaning
  Of the legends carven there,
But I lay me out on that altar,
  Breathing an ancient prayer:

'By the God of the timeless Sky,
  O Saint of the Altar, say
What gift hast thou for me?
  For I have dreamed of Day:
But I seek nor gift nor power,
  I pray for naught but light;
And only for light to lead me
  Out of the Land of Night!'

[Page 252]

Long I lay on that altar,
  Up-gazing fearfully
Through the awful cold and darkness
  That now encompassed me;
Till it seemed as I were lying drowned
  Under a lifeless sea.

There shone as a pale blue Star,
  Intangible–serene–
And I saw a spark from it fall
  As it were a crystal keen;
And it flashed as it fell and pierced
  My temples white and cold;
Then round that altar-stone once more
  The awful darkness rolled.

But there was light on my brow,
  And a calm that steeled me through,
And I was strong with a strength
  That never before I knew;
With a strength for the trackless heights,
  And scorn of the world below–
But I rose not up from that altar-stone,
  I would not leave it so.

'O Saint of the Altar, say
  How may this light redeem?
For though on my brow like a jewel
  Its Star hath left a gleam,
O Saint, 'tis a light too cold and cruel
  To be the light of my dream!'

Anon 'twas a crimson Star
  That over the Altar shone,
And there sank as a rose of flame
  To my heart ere the Star was gone;
And out from the flames thereof
  A subtle fragrance then
Went stealing down the mountain-side
  O'er the lowly ways of men.

[Page 253]

The Star was gone, but it brought
  To light in its crimson glow
The lovely things forgotten
  I dreamed of long ago;
And gladly then I had given
  My life to all below;
Yet I rose not up from the altar-stone,
  I would not leave it so.

And at last was a golden Star;
  But I scarce know how nor where;
For it melted all around me,
  And the other Stars were there;
And all in one blissful moment
  The light of Day had come;
Then I reeled away from that altar-stone,
  Old, and blind, and dumb.

I dwell again in the city,
  I seek no more for light;
But I go on a mission of silence
  To those who would leave the Night;
And for this–and this thing only,
  Through the evil streets I stray;
I who am free to the timeless Sky
  Illumined forever with Day.

Underground

  ON a queer, queer journey
    I heard the queerest sound,–
  'Twas the Devil with a banjo
    In a cavern underground,
  Where the merry, merry skeletons
    Were waltzing round and round,
While the clicking of their bones kept time.

  Through a low, iron door,
    With a huge iron bar,
  A door perchance some careless
    Imp had left ajar,

[Page 254]

  I crept behind a column cut
    All out of Iceland spar,
And the carven angles twinkled frostily.

  I was frightened of the Devil,
    And I wouldn't look at him,
  But I watched a thousand goblins
    From nook and cranny dim
  A-glowering on the skeletons,
    And every goblin grim
And ugly as an old gargoyle.

  And bogles played on fiddles
    To help the banjo out,
  For 'twas nothing but the music
    Kept alive that crazy rout;
  But the big green toads could
    Only hop about
To the rumbling of the bass bassoon.

  Behind the Iceland column
    I watched them on the sly,
  Above them arched the cavern
    With its roof miles high,
  All ribbed with blue rock-crystal, shining
    Bluer than the sky,
And studded with enormous stalactites.

  But the lovely floor below,
    With its level crystalline
  Splendid surface spreading
    Radiantly green!–
  As if a lone, impearlèd lake
    Of waters subterrene
Had frozen to a flawless emerald!

  And down, down, down,
    Its moveless depths were clear;
  And down, down, down,
    In wonder I did peer
  At lost and lovely imagery
    Beneath me far and near,–
Silent there and white forevermore.

[Page 255]

  But from the sunken beauty
    Of that white imagery
  Lissome shadows loosened
    Flame-like and fitfully,
  That formed anon to spheres serene
    And mounted airily
And broke in golden bubbles through the floor.

  There, bubble-like, they vanished
    Amid the whirling crew,
  Yet left a radiance trailing
    Slowly out of view,
  That sometimes o'er the skeletons
    Such carnal glamour threw,
It flattered them to human shape again.

  How long I watched I know not;
    The weird hours went on,
  Lost hours that bring the midnight
    No nearer to the dawn,
  When suddenly I felt a clutch,
    And swiftly I was drawn
From out behind that carven block of spar.

  My soul!–a skeleton!–
    A rattling little thing,
  Twined itself about me
    As close as it could cling!
  And in its arms with horror I
    Perforce 'gan circling
Compelled by that fantastic orchestra.

  Onward swept the waltzers
    To the wicked tunes they played,
  And soon we were amongst them,
    And my rattling partner swayed
  Whene'er the golden bubbles broke,
    And trailing lights arrayed
Elusively around its naked bones.

  A minute or an hour,–
    Or maybe half a night,–

[Page 256]

  No matter, for at last
    I was over all my fright,
  And the music rippled through me till
    I shivered with delight,
Fascinated like the fat green toads.

  And by and by I noticed
    How 'mid that grisly swarm
  My clinging little partner
    'Gan strangely to transform,–
  I saw the bones as through a mist
    Of something pink and warm,
That quivered and grew firm from top to toe.

  Bright copper-coloured hair
    Soon round her did curl,
  Her mouth grew sweet with tints
      Of coral and of pearl,
  And she looked on me with eyes that seemed
    Of lambent chrysoberyl,
While her body fair as alabaster shone.

  A witch she was so lovely,
    To all else I was blind,
  And the Devil and the Goblins
    And the Rout we left behind,
  In our wild waltz whirling on
    The cool sweet wind
Of the lone lorn caverns underground.

  Like rose-leaves strewn
    Upon a crystal tide,
  Like thistle-down blown
    By Zephyrs far and wide,
  We swept in aimless ecstasy,
    Silent side by side,
Careening through those caverns underground.

  A minute or an hour,–
    Or maybe half a night,–
  No way have I to measure
    The madness of that flight,

[Page 257]

  For the loosened zone of witchery
    Made drunk with sheer delight,
Till we sank in happy stupor to the floor.

  Nearby there was a grotto
    That opened chapel-wise,
  As from a rich cathedral,
    In sacrilegious guise;
  On the high Masonic altar were
    Three crystal chalices,
And they held the sweetest poisons Hell can brew.

  One was a liquor golden
    That sparkled like the dew,
  One was a wine that trembled,
    And blood-red was its hue,
  But the last Lethean elixir
    Was dark as night, shot through
With glimmerings of green and violet.

  Then rose the witch and muttered,
    'Quick, for the hour is late!
  Quick ere the music ceases
    And the locks of the dungeons grate
  O'er the host of haunted skeletons
    That here brief revel make!
Come free me by this altar's alchemy!

  'Drink thou the golden liquor
    That lights yon jewelled rim,–
  That sparkles fair as sunshine
    On curls of seraphim!
  Drink for the love I gave thee!
    Or drink for a devil's whim!
But pledge me to the time that yet shall be!

  'But the gloomy elixir
    Give me, that I may sleep
  With the white wraiths that slumber
      In the dim green deep!
  Where the silence of the under-world
    Shall wrap me round and keep
My soul untouched by any dreams of day!'

[Page 258]

  I drank the cup of sunshine,
    She drank the cup of night,
  But the red we spilled between us
    For sacrifice and plight
  Of passion that must centre in
    The sphereless Infinite
Ere her sweet life shall mix with mine again.

  A moment all her beauty
    Was lightened as with fire,
  Her fair voluptuous body
    With its trailing, loose attire,
  And her eyes to mine did glow as in
    A sunset of desire,–
Then prone she fell upon the chapel floor.

  And the white flesh wasted from her
    As she was falling dead,
  Her very bones had crumbled,
    Ere one farewell I said,–
  From sight of that dire sorcery
    In wild dismay I fled,
Seeking madly for the low iron door.

  Behind the Iceland column
    I found it still ajar,–
  Through galleries of darkness
    I travelled swift and far,
  Until I reached the upper-world
    And saw the morning star
Paling o'er a meadow by the sea.

From 'Lonesome Bar'

YET oft, to hear the echoes ring and stir
That vacant valley like a dulcimer,
I flung her name against the naked hills,
And crimsoned all the air with thoughts of her.

[Next]

Editor: Mary Mark Ockerbloom